old friend!!!

i will love you till time has no meaning.  i told you i would do anything for you!!  Now i do the ONE thing i never thought or wanted to do.  i leave you again……  i will always be here for you.  all that you ever need do is just reach out!!!!!!!!

FeAr&LoAtHiNg! from a friend continued…..

Defened by silence

Blinded by the dark

All I feel is pain from deep within my heart

 

I had a dream from long ago

It made me laugh and helped me grow

But nightmares have taken hold

and my life has grown so cold

 

When you came back it was magic

Life was so sweet

Now that Ive lost you again

 I can’t bear the defeat

 

So I cast my love in the well

The spiral stair case that leads to hell

Forever will it burn

Forever will I yearn

 

I’m sorry that I’m not much of a friend

I’m sorry for my sin

But I can’t carry this love

The love that’s not enough

 

So to the world I spit disgust

For no angels will save my dust

When I’m gone let me be

Forever lost in eternity

 

What once seem saved

Has passed again

Like the lips of strangers

Dripping with sin

 

I cast out all happiness from my life

And die alone, empty, without your light…..

FeAr&LoAtHiNg! from a friend

when i met you, you burned me alive.  it was my fault we didnt survive.

now after years you came back and your the cause of this heart attack.

why does fate keep crossing our paths if our love is not meant to last.

you have my mind my body my heart and soul i pray you come back before the scars start to show…….